Thursday, January 4, 2007

Khoj

Bahut dhoondha maine apne apko…kabhi kisi ke baaton mein…kabhi kisiski aankhon mein…kabhi andhere raat ke sannate mein…kabhi muskurate chaand ki chaandni mein…
Kabhi subah ki pehli kirno mein…kabhi dopahar ki kadakti dhoop mein….bahut dhoondha maine khud ko har bante bikharte sapno mein…
Aaj Ehsaas hua ki nahin hoon main kisiki baton mein…kisiki aankhon mein…na hoon raat ke sannate mein ya chandni mein…main hoon har pal apne aap mein…apno mein…aur apne pyar mein…

Ehsaas

Jab socha haath badakar samet loon unhe apni mutthi mein…reth ki tarah fisal gaye woh aur beh gaye samundar ki gehraiyon mein…
Jab nikal padi unki talash mein tab ehsaas hua kitni akeli thi main…har lamha har pal…
Jab bahut dhoondhne par bhi unke nishaan nahin mile kahin bhi aas paas tab ehsas hua kitne duuuur the woh…
Jab meri awaz nahin pahaunch payee un tak tab ehsas hua ki har seema se pare the woh…
Jab aankhon ne unke intezar mein aansoo bahane se inkar kiya tab ehsas hua woh kahin nahin the ab…
Aaj baith kar jab sochti hoon toh kaamp uthta hai ye dil unke har ehsas se…shayad milne ki aarzoo chupi thi kahin ab…