Bahut dhoondha maine apne apko…kabhi kisi ke baaton mein…kabhi kisiski aankhon mein…kabhi andhere raat ke sannate mein…kabhi muskurate chaand ki chaandni mein…
Kabhi subah ki pehli kirno mein…kabhi dopahar ki kadakti dhoop mein….bahut dhoondha maine khud ko har bante bikharte sapno mein…
Aaj Ehsaas hua ki nahin hoon main kisiki baton mein…kisiki aankhon mein…na hoon raat ke sannate mein ya chandni mein…main hoon har pal apne aap mein…apno mein…aur apne pyar mein…
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well kabhi kabhi insaan apne ko khoj leta hai par baki sabko kho deta hai. so be carefull wit ur khoj
jisne khud ko paa liya woh kabhi kisiko kho nahin sakta santosh...
khud ko paa liya agar...toh duniya ko bhi paa liya...khud ko kho diya agar...toh samjho sab kuch kho diya...
hmmm,
khud ko paa lene ke rastae mein agar apne kho jaye toh mazil bezaar aur begani ho jati hai. insaan iss duniya mein apno ke bina kuch nahi hai isliye khud ko paa liya toh sab kuch nahi paa liya balki agar khud ko kho kar sabko paa liya toh sab kuch hai. apne liye toh sab jitae hain kabhi apno ke liye jie ke dekho.....
yehi toh aap samajh nahin paaye sanotsh...khoj khud ko paane ki hai...khud ko samajhne ki...apne sapnay apne values n apno ko samajhne ki...n mera maanna ye hai ki jo insaan khud ko nahin samajh sakta...woh apno ko kya samjhega...
ye khoj hai khud ko paane ki...n yehi khoj degi apno ka bhi saath..
n apno ke liye aap sirf tab jee sakte ho jab aap apne liye jeene ki himmat rakhte ho...aur haan jo aapke apne hote hain..woh aapse alag nahin hote...
shayad aapne mere "khoj" ke last lines dhyan se nahin padhe...
"main hoon har pal apne aap mein…apno mein…aur apne pyar mein…"...
hope this clears all ur doubts...
hey, i read your three posts and at first i thought someone had stolen the words out of my past. especially the first line in the post ehsaas, i wrote the same line in one of my posts long long ago. and i had been blogging since 2005. but in the end of 2006 something happened and i decided to delete alll my old posts and all that was closse to my heart was deleted by myself and i started afresh. i am not accusing you of anything. but just saying that i can see myself soo well in your words. in your posts.
do visit my blog sometime.
great....
http://rudebuttrue.blogspot.com/2007/07/life-at-banksi.html
finallyy...
new one added :) do chek it out..different from the older graver ones
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